there's something about me

when you go to different place and meet new people how do you fell?....and seriously i'm afraid of that..why?
coz...i'm just happy to be around people i love and i feel comfortable with!and that's why i'm so shy and dont like to go to place where all people there and looking at me like a...?you know!
at this right know...i;m so bored and i dont know what to do!the only thing that in my mind is ..... him!haha!stupidly i stuck in this felling!